i ignored you when you told me you love me , i look at you like you're an idiot for waiting , i lost the temper in me when you keep on fighting for attention , i showed you every emotions i have except one , for loving you back . id always loved you in my heart but i never wanted our friendship to be the other way around . we were so close and happy but something came between us or shall i say all of us that include everyone hating me , even you . violence took over . my voice disappeared and i never complain . broke my heart and i never give up on putting it back together . i never give up on you . never in my mind , nor the precious heart that i've been keeping . its a waste of time , its a waste of tears , its a waste of voice for shouting , its a waste of money for the cigarettes , its the waste of life . out of millions of people in this world , i'm still waiting for you ...secretly .
