what's this ? :/

are u still standing beside me ?
i cant seem to feel anything
not even your breathing ,
nothing touches me , not even the wind .

are you there ?
i thought u'll never leave me ?
what's happening ?
can you please tell me ?

questions i leave for you ,
all i received is the same bloody thing ,
are you leaving me hanging ?
answer me please .

does all this solves the problem ?
we've been through this many times ,
i want to make it right ,
or you wanna suffer from this all night ?

all night long ,
i cant wait no more ,
i'm desperate for happiness ,
but you just keep on coming for the worse .