i walk it out

did ya know tht anyone sits beside me in class just cant study and always gets warning with the teachers . i make them laugh , talk alot , question themselves and confuse . hahahahha . ask ashman & alif lamim ! ahaha .

i havent been out for quite aloooong time . all i do was hangin out with neighbours and around the area . i made a deal with my dad yesterday ! if he GIVE me my blackberry storm , then i'll study hard . or my education just make ur "JAW DROP" in a bad day . all zero bby! haha , my threat worked out and he's trying to figure out ways to help me :p oh well , i'm his fav ones . wht to do ? its meant to be tht way daddy.

for my first and last time in my whole entire life , i queued at KFC for an hour just for my brother . he wanted the chicken so badly and daddy was LAZY to queue , so i did . and for that , i hope he'll give me my blackberry soon , before the march test result comes out ! well , that was the deal . SUPPOSEDLY ! haha .

ashman and alif was sooo gay and they fell in love with my english teacher . ITS A SHEMALE : O haha . she's fat , big butt , eergh UGLY , and she made the eye scann surgery . so for now , and forever she dont need to wear the spectacles. but still, she's ugly . she like to do with her hair . diff style everyday . one word for that , still ugly . haha . pity her . but SOMEHOW , ashman and aliff were sooooo disgusting that when she passed by our table , they'll be like "oh my goshhh , she's so AMAZING , her voice makes me cumm , goddammit bby come over here sit on my lap and so on . "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE . i cnt stop saying tht . eeergh , BARF*

so , for the whole week , that's all i did . nothng interesting and yeaah . school was and is STILL gonna fill with drama . shit you ppl that plays war games and its not even your roll . u bitches , are all fakers and useless in this world . sinners !

was it fun

ANNICK GOUTAL - one of the most expensive and creative perfumes in the world . she started from young . she experiments some of the henri ... perfume ingredients and made her own personal perfumes . ppl started to comment and she opened a boutique . and oh did i mention that she worked really hard on investigating the ingredients and blablablaa ? it took her for about 7 years ! :O

my mom bought it and i cnt believed it . isnt it cooool ? i thought of asking her one for me , but why should i ? when she'll ALWAYS buy for herself . different fragrance . :p i'll just wear it whatever it is . haha .

my day was okay . not the knd of BAD DAY . but it was okay . was so excited to jog for the day after school but HZQ made me waited for YEARS . nnt nnti , lama lama HUJAN dh . bbi -.-" haish . i realized that i spent the day lepak . from 5 pm . before that , i spent my time in front of the computer . youtube-ing about krumping . AWESOME :D

mom just reached home safely , and i was like . SO HOW ? my dance class . and she asked me to google and i found on this one webbiesite :D OMG , so excited . hahaha . its at damansara uptown ;p YEAH MAN .

hello MRS.E

a friend i lost . how hurt i was , the poem from the title "is this what u call happy ?" . now we had found the bastard behind this .

my door just open and u had slammed ,

u know what ? , now i dont give a damn .

are u happy what u had found ,

its time for us to push u around ,

u'd just went out of bound ,

lets make u look at us high up ,

u wanna know how ?

its when u're from the ground .

the stories u made , made us blown ,

bullshit lies , u think its fun ?

we're gonna hunt you down ,

and u aint got no place to run .

everyone believed by what u've said ,

now u're proud and glad ,

this isnt finish yet ,

have u had enough of being the bad ?

it looks like u're asking us for a threat ?

do u have something to say darl ?

it isnt tht baaad

awwww look at that LIL cuties 8)

soon , one day I HAVE TO tame a baby tiger , and play with it everyday till it eats me . hahaha . no , i mean , till forever and when i;m old , its the tiger i could depend on . perhaps it wont eat me -.-

i watched this stupid movie of indonesian banned movie . search it on youtube . the movie called mau lagi "ML".

imma gonna stay home all day long and not TRYING to go out . wanna get my legs all shine and white . HAHAHAHAHAHAHA . laugh it all out . i know its impossible . but i realize i;m getting darker every time i go out to hangout . my legs are like BARBECUE chickens -.- anyway , mummy's gonna cook steak for me for being so kind and generous to not make any trouble while daddy's away to amsterdam . he's coming back on monday . and there goes my holiday . SUCH A WASTE :'( but , excited for a few stuffs . dad's coming back and cant wait for my louis vuitton(HAHA) and mom's gonna discuss with the choreographer i mean , the dance class soon . next week . my toilet's gonna get fixed . the water heater in my toilet doesnt seem to work at all . sucks -.- and tired of using parents toilet cause theirs .. ergh , so many cockroaches . everything must be done next week which is after raya cina . tmrrw , elma emira's surprise birthday party at burger king ! 4 pm . everyone is welcome :)

watcha say ?

 awww :) isnt it cute ? that zebra teddy :D

i bought this book of sophie kinsella's (last year). the limited edition . its RM78+ . bt i didnt even read it yet . my mom pissed about why the hell did i go and buy that book ? hahaha . i just love it cause its big and bulky + prettttyy . hahahah . that's all .

for these past few days , i dont really know why on earth am  i doing with translating history from bm to english myself . kind of hard to translate but its easier to understand . it helps me a lot . my history tutor tried to help me with that . but i just dont get her translation . her english sucks -__-" sorry to say but u're in college and took the english course plus ur english sucks .

met yusuf today and now just got back from lepak at bbq . around my house area . we all grow up in front of each other's eyes . familia ;D

here's some pictures

was checking his phone . videos of his friends jadi gila -.-

awwwwww ;)

did ya know ?

did ya know that my password for blog and facebook is a cursing word and theres " :) " at the end .

 and did ya know that my password for my myspace is something to do with LOVE :D hehehe . 

went sunway today . with soph and her friends and a friend of her friend , and a friend of the boyfriend and BLABLABLA ... went to search for my hoodie shirt . but cant find at any of the shops . all expensive -.-

i wanna share a story about my sister experience .

she and her friends went out at night to go for a karaoke . it was at the curve redbox . then , they already knew that u'll pay when u're done karaoke-ing . so they did , but they seat at one corner . i mean , only four of em and the room was pretty big . and when they'll are done . went out to pay , and the guy said . so , there's five of you , its RM... . then , they all were like confused ? FIVE ? where got ? only 4 ! the guy said 5 and they said NO ! its 4 only . here it is , one two three four ! then , the guy said , ohh okayy . maybe ur friend ? and they said , NOOOO . then , the guy showed the cctv to them . here it is , five of you . suddenly at the CCTV , there's this long hair girl sitting at the other end without moving a little bit . GODDAMMIT when i heard that , i wanted to scream :O seriously . its the ghost . she sat there for few hours wehh . and when they went out . she also went out . FUCK isnt it ? :O

trying to figure it out

my mom asked me to stop skating and join something else that's healthy and gives you benefit . i've heard suggestions such as - dance class , modeling , guitar / drum , volley ball (cause he thinks its sexy . STUPID! ) , golf , and etc . its all usuf's idea . awww :') thanks but i think i can go for dancing class and would love to join the HIP HOP . hahaha xD well , its cool u know ? :p

for the past YEARS i've joined alot of sports games . such as , swimming , tennis , badminton's for fun , cycling , basketball , gymnasts , taekwondo -__-" and etc . LOL , the sports freak is just in my blood . my mom's side . there' only one thing missing in my family's blood , SHOPPING OBSESSION :'(

btw , i think there's something wrong with my blogskin . it seems like i cant put my picture as LARGE size cause if i do , the picture will be cut 1/3 of it !!! or sometimes half . eeeergh SUCKS -.-

lets see a big dream of mine

so , when i grow up i want to see myself living in green house . special ones . like these 

recognize this ? from the movie " when a stranger calls " ! awesome house . damn freakin rich -.-

if i plan to live with a couple of friends , this will just suit perfectly

i will have this house if i'm ready to have a BIG family . what a fun house . perfect house for a party TOO ! ;D

i just LOVE THE WHOLE CONCEPT OF THE SWIMMING POOL . i will make my own swimming pool just like THESE when i have a house. dont care if its number 1 house or two or three , i just love it ! ;D 

do you know that the 5th richest man in the world lives here ? awesome isnt it ? its a HOUSE , not a show room or an apartment or whatever . for the first time when i saw this , i said " HOLLY MOTHER , JESUS CHRIST 8O " !

not to forget , this lil mansion HAHA . i will also put this at the swimming area , for our guest lil room and can also use it for a barbecue for the whole family ? awwww :') isnt it gorgeous ? :D

oh and in the INSIDE of the house , here it is . my future living room :') 

the kitchen will be like THIS !

this bedroom wouldnt hurt :p

HALLELUJAH BABYY ;D 

the hallway ppl ;)

this is my garden .

do u knw what this is ? hahaha , its a TREE HOUSE :D

the closet bby. for me and my future husband . or if i dont have one , OOH , DAMN this is just perfect for myself :D

so , now u've seen my BIG HUGE HUMONGOUS dream house or should i call it as my CRIB ? hahaha . teen crib . i will definitely marry to a rich man yo ! ;D hahaha .

i'm an early bird

weird things about me ;

i dont know why when i'm bored especially NIGHT times even though its at 7 i can easily fell a sleep just like that ?

i somtimes laugh when ppl call me an idiot .

i dont like to poop , i sometimes hold on to it . HAHAHAHAHAHAH :p

i dont use my pyjamas , instead i use mom's or dad's shirt and a pair of shorts or without . their shirts are cooling , cause its tripple XL and when i wear it , its like a dress . reaches to the knee point .

school days . i hate waking up early but at 7 is good, tht's why i'm late EVERYDAY . and i dont brush my teeth directly after i woke up but i will definitely shower first and when i'm totally ready with my shoes on for school then only i brush my teeth . and i dont do breakfast that often .

i like to google about everything . i'm a freak googlerholic xD example when i'm off to cut my hair at a barber shop , i'll just google hairstyles . and many more ... etcetc.

i am a very bad planner .

(i'll post a few more in the coming updates ) gotta mandi now . ciaoo ;D

is this wht u call happy ?

we were all together , 

together in one , 

hoping would stay forever , 

safest place we'd found .

never thought that we would be apart , 

from safe to danger , 

i thought i could trust from heart to heart , 

one messes up i know she didnt mean it , 

but please dont treat me like a total stranger . 

now i've seen , my eyes had opened ,

how could you do this ? 

dont you miss the past few years ? 

i cnt choose sides , cause that's not who i am , 

do u even know me now ? 

or do u just care about ur self ? 

now i felt that we're so far more than a mile , 

are you happy now ? 

loosing the ones i've trusted , 

oh well it isnt easy , 

do u find it as a problem ? 

cause i do if u really look into the poem .

bake bake bake

Drew this and i know its UGLYY -.- well , in memories cause i lost it . hahaha .

yesterday , i filled up my days on BAKING cookies & bread . and ooooh , and my aunt made me the french braid hair ;D

 there's the oatmeal , sugar , butter , and few types of flour .

 there it is , u can see one of the cookie looks like eeeergh cause it broke into pieces . mom touched it when its not ready YET -.-

looooook at that wasted chocolate bread -.- its HUGE ! my mom cooked this while i was away with miss C at ou . reached home and here what happens : "what on earth is that ??" EWWWW . what a waste . she put all my hersheys chocolate bar to make this disgusting bread that no one eats untill now . haishh -__-" have to wait another week to go to coldstorage again . :'(

 there you go. hahaha .that's all for now :p bubyeee .

aggravated

at times i feel like writing and now HERE I AM . again for the third time posting for the day .

i have a story that i wanna share . ME , aka the nail saloon shop cause i have alooooooooot i mean ALOOOOOOOOOOOT of nail polish . everytime i go out , its like my OCD that i need to buy at least 1 nail polish . addicted xD hahah . then , my sister SHAMEEN and my lil bro likes to play around with my precious nail polish and my sister likes to wear it and misplace it . so , when i wanna wear that coulour that she used the last time , she dont really knw where the hell she put it -___-"

one fine day , i figured out why not put it in my SAFETY BOX . i have one , alaaaa the one that u use it to put ur JEWELRY in with the pincode thingy . so i did . i thnk there's about more than 20 nail polish . its been awhle i didnt try to open it cause i cnt wear it on school days . week days approaching the next day so , tht night i tried to open and the battery was out . daddy gave me the keys to open it . and i havent buy the battery yet . and untill now . cause i thought i'll just USE that key -.- and the last time i saw the KEY is before i was off to JAKARTA . which is last year 2009 :(

STUP SAFETY BOX . makes me wanna kill it . so , its a history . i;m afraid to tell my parents cause they'll GO CRAZY . they have the same type of safety box as i do and if someone stole .. that person can easily open and take the passports , money , jewelry and guns inside there. xD hahaha , dont believe when i said that GUN . just making it interesting . but wtv it is, STILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL :O idk what to do now .

ohh damn*!

 i really think u shouldnt miss this ! awesome krumping . haha .

ling ling , u forgot ur bling bling

brades . isnt it prettaaayy ? i'll post a picture of me with one of the hairstyles . i think its sooo prettay !! :D
HAHAH .

went to ou with cya and the family and ate at my news .com and watched pecry jackson and the lighting thief . it was awesome . one word for the main character boy ; CUTE :D awwww :D hehehe . okayy , enough of tht . thennn , reached home at 9 and that's it -.-

alaaaaaaaaaa, comelnyaa dia . hahahahahahhahahha

totally out of control

at school , urine test . well , i wouldnt talk about it in public but it scared the hell out of me . its really dramatic what i've been through -__-"

DAHLIA'S POOL PARTY

sports day was on the same day but the party was on that night . pretty tiring for one day to handle all . cehh xD here's some pictures at school sports day .

there's wazif the stup classmate , at the back there is gorgie , and idk what's he's name and GUESS WHAT ? he's a malay ( pretty amazing cause the first sight when i saw him i thought he was an absolutely chinese) izri and C .

i hate this picture so much but i couldnt resists , takkan nk one picture je kaan ? cause the rest of the pictures on sports day , i look fugly . believe me , u dont wanna see the rest -.-

so , that petang .. dahlia's party . me and C decided to help them out (karina and dahlia) and we blowed the baloooon :D my hand was red as chilliiiiiies cause it C doesnt know how to tie it up . she had reasons and they were " the nails is too long , might pop out the baloons" . haishh -.- CARRY ON , the first thing when i reached there , at 7 i straight away dipp myself in the water cause i didnt bathe since the sports day . even though i sweat alot , ppl didnt came up to me and said that i'm pretty smelly . instead they said "shazza , kau ni wangilah :p " hahhahaa . here are some pictures .

 

  

  

my pants is wet cause i dipped into the pool . and the bikini is not dry YET . so , please get ur mind off from stupid imagination . eww -,- 

that night , we went home at 10.30 and me and C cooked our amazing MAGGIE cause we were hungry . and we watched 21 MOVIE . it was awesome but eventually i slept before the movie end . C watched it till the end and she liked it . not just like it but ADORES it . glaaaad ;) here's some pictures of exhausted faces .

 

  

  

  

  

  

 

on sunday , went to plaza damas with parents and bought a couple of new dvd's . i havent follow up the gossip girls for so long and in the end , i bought season 2 and three . finally finished watching within 2 days . i havent get up the chair if i wasnt hungry . that happened before .