riding with joe

look at the silky-nesssssss :O i want it so badly :(

FEW DAYS AGO . . .
i rode joe's bike . from awesome , turns out to be a disaster and spent most of the day at the hospital and in pain . get what i mean ?

IN THE MEAN TIME . . .
crapp -.- having a hard time over something . trying to get my head off this stuffs. shit -.- lifeless .

TOMORROW . . .
daddy is coming back from china with my iphone 3G . idk yet if he actually bought the rite one . my dad is too smart . HAHA :D but if he did bought the rite one , OMG :O love him to death . hahahahaha .

TODAY . . .
had a haircut today , a bit shorter . 1 BIT , but stillllll -.- around the shoulder length . i wont cut it till it grows long to my old hair back again . missssssssing old hair :'(

NOW . . .
i freaked out just now while otp. was thinking about ghosts somehow . sheeeeesh , i cant sleep cause slept for 2 hours from 8 pm till 10 pm . heee :D so , might not be able to sleep later on . wanna watch hannah montana the movie ! HAHAHAHHH . or maybe other movies .

SOON . . .
I'm LOOKING FORWARD TO JENIFFER'S BODY !!! i wanna watch , but waiting for the rite timing and waiting or 2012 to come out ! COME  OUT COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE ! -.- that movie is sorta scaryy , watched the trailer . looks like the world is ending sooooon . cool aite ? hahaha .

no balls at home

niiiiice shot -.- haha

bald head is awayy . its my dad what i mean !! hahahah , he's away for a few days , so i'm free the whole 4 days . PARTY EVERYDAY P-P-P-PARTY EVERYNIGHT . woohoo , well idont really care what my mom will say or wtv -.- freeeedooom . i dont blog that much nowadays . its like , i'm so lazy to type . everytime i online means i'm checking for some new songs , mysace updates , reply comments , e-buddy , and watch the hills and the city . then i'm done . i'm not an internet FREAK. hahaha . school exam is coming . i MEAN SERIOUSLY !!! my exam is on november . while everyone is out and partying i'll be at home studying for the whole week ! damnfreakinshit ! haisssshhh -___-" i hate school . this week , i had the worse week ever . HECTIC MUCH . ppl said like oh eevryday school is my worse day ever . what i mean by my worse day is WORSEEEEEEE !!! *with the ugly face -.- . wednesday ,  morning time . first period , there was ths freak teacher , known as scanner . she's out art teacher . she'd been taking art psycic or wtv shit they call it that when you draw , there's a meaning in every lines . its like , at times she said oh u made a big mistake in life wtv crappppps -.- and in class , i wasnt in a good mood . neevr since last week , and she made me draw . she hold my hands , and move it and draw ! uuuuurgh , so stressful . then i was about to go out of the class , i heard at the other end there's USTAZAH pointing , and screaming GO IN ! dont you dare go out  & bla bla blaaa . so , i had to go in . and she was asking me stupid questions and i didnt get the answer , so i get a punishment for it . I HAD TO SWEEP FLOOR ! fuck you ! -.- then , at the last period of 3 masaaaaa . teh whole time , me and three fo my friends just sat in class while others went to "kemahiran hidup at the bengkel , sewing" . i was laying down on a table , and hang my head up side down , and my legs up the wall , and singing . other friend is sleeping . the other one was under the table , "afraid if the descipline teacher comes , so she's nowhere to be found " , and another one is feeling hot so , she walked around . from 12.25 till 1.50 we stayed in that position . worse day ever . so now , i gtg . up up and awaaaayy , chow bby choww-i love crapping around . -.- that's so lame

small dickhead ! HAHHA

another pair of gorgio armani's shoe doesnt hurt , rite mom ? :(

last friday i went to jauhar's house and few peeps were there and fazrul too .he's just a dude in my school . i slapped him because of something . something that he said VERRRRRRRY PROUDLY kaan ? :D well , it was a like "WOAAAAWW" kinda slapp . so loud and he cant really hear clearly for awhile , but after that his right side chick and the ear turned red hot chillii pepper RED . haha , and he wasnt satisfied with it . from that day till today . he actualy slapped me , but slowly . i can even avoid him while walking . i mean , ppl can just make me mad easily or make me chase them like mad till i get him/her and kill . everyone knows that , especially classmates :D haha , he also knew that since he knew me . somehow , he was just testing me . WELL , THAT'S WHAT YOU GET ;DD so , his revenge doesnt really work afterall . so sadd :p

i was rich today , so i paid for sophie's food :O hahaha , for the first time . no laah , 2nd i guess ? so yeaaah . and she didnt even tell me that she'd been with ********* since 4months ago , SHIT YOU . and i just get to know it nowwww . wtheck ? that's sooo not coool. haha .

scars

i think this is cooool :D 

i really wanna say about "something" but i dont know .

soooo , i read about someone's blog and suddenly the word scar catches my eyes . IDK WHY ? i'm weird . well , there's nothing wrong being weird :p that word came up from "the orphans" . i watched that on sunday with family at the living room . NIGHT TIME :O haha . earlier , that evening . me and daddy watched "crank" . the movie is like about life of a gangster and sex . its UNCENSORED . lol , my dad's cool . waaaaaay cooler than every other dads . HAHA . the funny part was , my mom suggested to watch it but as soon as the movie started me and dad already heard someone snoring -.- riiiiiite .

on saturday , me and soph planned on going out for skating . cause our new hockey friends asks us to go there ! they were there at the ice skating rink . so we were so lame and excited to meet new ppl xD so , we planned and planned and plaaaannned . and at last , we didnt make it . no transport . and it took us for 2 hours to plan ! such a waste of time . that night , went to klcc ON DEEPAVALI :D daddy drove all the way there cause i just wantd to eat "fajitas" at san francisco steak house . he was nice lately :p well , at times .

about the title . i had a few scaaars all my BOODAAYY . haha . reminds me of mr.bean at school art episode where the artist said , "THE BOOODAYY" . so , hurmm . i used to be a FREAKIN TOMBOY before i entered gymnasts when i was standard 3 . hahaha . i never played barbie , always hated all those skirts , sandles , blouse and stuffs . i'm always with my special bike at home . with my paaals who lives in the condo . i mean , its neighbours :p with my bmx , and my freaky baggy pants , with sleeveless but long hair . it was about to reach my ass . butt . and banks fringe . it was like lady gaga :O so , i was pretty ROUGH and hyper active . always move around , cant really stay still .

once i was so excited to go to MPH . and i ran through the escelator and the stairs thingy stucked on my under knee* . another time , my head termasuk the bucu of the table . it was pretty sharp . the latest , i fell at school . IN THE FREAKIN DRAIN . LOL . but no one saw me except for two of my friends . HAHAHAH xD it was fuckin embarassing . stupp -__-'

"above this , was written earlier"

now is the real moment of posting . if u only get it .

pains , i'm feeling the pain of loosing a part of me . its missing , and it cant be heal . it cant be heal by anyone . i dont believe in such words as i'm gonna make it heal . its just a lie , i cant take it and cant help it . i'm fuckin sober . all i wanna know is , untill when is this gonna keep on going ? *burning

new old*

sophie found this video . SO AMAZING . listen . he's only 15 -,-

too happy -.- just came back from sunway

went for skating today . nothing much . FINNALLY made a few close hockey player friends 

that we finally talk to after all this while they were just starring and starring . HAHA . 

weirdo's and now they finally know how crazy am i. HAHA l stupid 

salalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaaa . and i wanna post this ; HAHAHA .

i got myself into this , i'll get myself out . i made up my mind to leave , woooh scream of happiness out loud . 

i'm tired of pretending and there's nothing to give in . i;m not gonna waste my time cause my life in mine . 

a day out with my two buddies . hehehe

dont bother the title . NEVER . went to ou with audrey and ashley . we ate at charms and went to take pictures in the fitting room . WELL , BEING LAME AT TIMES MAKES US FUN ? there's nothing wrong with it ! hahaha . here comes the lame pictures :DD

we just grab those -.-

 

mind us

this is audrey

she loves tht whitey dress . awww , adurey pretty :)

mind audrey's peace -.-

caution ! : do not waste 9.90 on this soup . it sucks ! the noodles sucks ! chewy . blueek :@

attention ! this is better . asam laksa . the best :@

her meal is nice . random actually but its very nice . 

the end of ou with audrey and ashley :D

went back to ashley's house around 3 and went to sunway . from ou , house , sunway -.- believe that ? haha , bought a few clothes and ate at tony romas . came back home at 10 i guess ? now , presenting sunway pyramid's pictures . ahahhaha . so lame -.-

aunty azura . mom's younger sister . under that is mummy's sexay bodaaaay xD 

again , this is prttier :p

now,online-ing msn .add me then ; starbucks.asshole@hotmail.com

days through hell

i'm very bad at titles . haha , so take notes : dont bother about my titles . lol . so , WHAT UP DAAWG ? today's plan was to nurul's open house . and i did . went there about 2 . it was AWKWARD since i lost contact with everyone from old school . LOL , dont need to know where was i from . guess ? dont ask . HAHA . so anywayy , i was wearing this orange top with 3-corter pants and everyone else was wearing baju kurung . quite EMBARRASSED . but its worth it tho i was shy , cause it was HOT ! phewww , i sweat alot . imagine other ppl who wore baju kurung , kebaya and make ups and stuffs -.- luckily i wore tht simple with a sling bag . but everyone was starring 8O i hate ppl starring . i cant stand still when ppl stare .hurmm , in the car , mummy did said "i'll pick you up here at the junction at 4 ! dont be late !". guess what ? and i waited till 5 . NO SIGN OF EM' . like shit ! :@ then they finalllllly reached and it was about 5.30 . i was mad and didnt answer any of the questionsss that they ASKED . they cant keep quite -,- . as soon i reached home , i went lepak and they're all gone . like , WHAT A RELIEF . at last they leave me . better than see-ing their faces at home , i could die . or maybe kill myself . seriously , i was that mad . HAHA . so they went out and i got the house on my own . all is under controll :D

as you can see , this picture was taken in the car while waiting for my uncle . mummy took it . haha , and this picture is when she's tryyyying so hard to look small and thin as she can be -.- but she still remain two seats in the car at the back ^oo^

 

rotate urself

and this fat dude rite here is the sucker of the day -.- the lame-est , looser , partner in crime , and the pain on the ASS (!)

well , this is when she was nice to me . otw to nurul's open house. after that , well -.- jackass.

(say jackass everybody !! JACKASS!!)

 other pictures ; coming soon*

LATER YO !

its now alive

 hye ppl , my life wasnt that good and ohh well , i came back on blogging .

well , you must be wondering what happened to my old blog . i deleted it for some reason and supposedly not to tell anyone . i guess , i miss on blogging and something gets on my nerves ! LOL , my favourite dumbydumb enemy at school made her own blog and start bitching . i feel so unfair xD AHHAAH , lol . she used to read mine every single post i think . cause for all the times i posted and bitch about someone there's always school drama . one time i was bitching about her , and when we talked she said about my blog . WOOH  isnt tht cool ? kan lutfi ? HAHAHA . well , tht's not the reason out of all this . its just i like to write something a little of me at times . follow by moods . anywayy , let me tell about what i've been doing for the past few months ? or idk ? as far as i remember .......

it was on thurday that me and a few schoolmates hang out at sunway . well , i went there cause i have class and after that damira told me she's gonna be there till night . so , i joined them and they celebrated jannah's birthday .

we went shisha , for long time we didnt . we went to tabshuh ? tashub ? tarbush ? IDK WHAT ITS CALLED ? its somewhere in sunway that we had shisha instead of naeb .

this is damira , sheesh i hate her purple ! mines better xD HAHA , i call her dumdum and down there with the black tudung is IKA. and the following picture is with DAHLIA :)

 

this adorable lady rite here is mrisha :D she's very nice . ahah and very pretty

this is june . i said i love her hair . PLEASE TAKE PICTURE WITH ME ! but instead she played with my camera and took only her hair . without the *FACE ! sheesh you junee

shisha shisha